It's been a while since I've last posted. I started my senior year of college, hoping to start off on the right foot but it seems like I've been on the wrong one all along. Maybe it was the dose of hormones mothernature gave to me at the age of 13, but I've been so crazed when it came to finding the right one. Every guy seemed like the right one. But now I realized all along that that mentality was also on the wrong foot. With things like Facebook and twitter, I've been focusing on other people's lives and how other people viewed me. And now from that I set myself free. I take a deep breath to calm my stress, to see what is important in life, to have patience, to appreciate things as they come, to help others, to make a difference, to maintain this smile on my face and the love that I have for life. My mom said I had mature when I got my period and the age of 13 but all that did was make me more insecure. More self-conscious when it came to boys. The love of life that I had turned into a love of men. And ever since then, I came to realize that if I never were to wed, I'd still be happy. I will appreciate it when the time for me to settle down will come. Hoping whoever the other person may be, will love me eternally. But as of now, I don't need to find my soulmate. Today is the day for me. The day I set myself free from my own beliefs, focus on me. Live the oldschool life. I AM HAPPY.