"And I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable, distance. And up until now, I had sworn to myself that I'm content, with loneliness...........because none of it was ever worth the risk"
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Perfectly Lonely =]
Alone doesn't really mean alone.
For me, it means I am with myself & God, and there is nothing I shall fear.
Nothing is for granted, and everything that has happened to me has taught me one thing or another.
I take risks (in pretty much everything) and I never second guess, I know what the consequences are...I know what the rewards are....either way....I grow.
All my experiences have made me who I am, for better or for worse.
Everything happens for a reason, yes I live by this generic excuse to fly through life without regrets or worries. I have this sense for knowing when to run away. When not to take a risk and look the other way.
I'm old enough to know when its simply not worth it. Sometimes I am wrong. Yes, I'm not perfect. I get hurt or disappointed.
I wish there were answers to everything, but no one is all-knowing, except for him ^^^. && through his strength, all I know for sure is.....that LIVING is only living, if you focus on the moment.
For me, it means I am with myself & God, and there is nothing I shall fear.
Nothing is for granted, and everything that has happened to me has taught me one thing or another.
I take risks (in pretty much everything) and I never second guess, I know what the consequences are...I know what the rewards are....either way....I grow.
All my experiences have made me who I am, for better or for worse.
Everything happens for a reason, yes I live by this generic excuse to fly through life without regrets or worries. I have this sense for knowing when to run away. When not to take a risk and look the other way.
I'm old enough to know when its simply not worth it. Sometimes I am wrong. Yes, I'm not perfect. I get hurt or disappointed.
I wish there were answers to everything, but no one is all-knowing, except for him ^^^. && through his strength, all I know for sure is.....that LIVING is only living, if you focus on the moment.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Deuces Official Music Video Chris Brown Feat Tyga en Kevin McCall (HQ)
I hate liars, fuck love, I'm tired of tryin....my heart big but it beat quiet...everytime we left alone it's an awkward silence.......
(Wrong) Kind of Love
Don’t leave me guessing
This lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
Doesn’t matter how I feel
Drunk with love
This is wrong.
Calling out for you, only to find
There is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
Trying to convince me otherwise
But you knew all along
This was wrong.
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant it fades away
My heart empty
My soul in a daze
Now I lay here; wondering where I went
Wrong.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Thousand Miles
Wind blowing in my hair.
Music sending me along...
Thousands of miles to go, won't stop, until the city lights are no more.
Cluttered thoughts free my mind
Away from it all, I feel so at home
The wind blows on my face,
Traveling
through
my
soul.
From the pain and hurt I have fled
No need to look through your rearview
when your moving ahead.
No need to be scared of the bumps on the road.
Drive without fear,
The beauty of life is the uncertain and unknown.
Doesn't matter where this trip takes me
I will leave my fears and doubts at the door
Even with a thousand miles to go,
Happiness has never been so close.
Being led by faith isn't blind
I breathe in and get high.
Living is a thrill, it's about time you join the ride.
Music sending me along...
Thousands of miles to go, won't stop, until the city lights are no more.
Cluttered thoughts free my mind
Away from it all, I feel so at home
The wind blows on my face,
Traveling
through
my
soul.
From the pain and hurt I have fled
No need to look through your rearview
when your moving ahead.
No need to be scared of the bumps on the road.
Drive without fear,
The beauty of life is the uncertain and unknown.
Doesn't matter where this trip takes me
I will leave my fears and doubts at the door
Even with a thousand miles to go,
Happiness has never been so close.
Being led by faith isn't blind
I breathe in and get high.
Living is a thrill, it's about time you join the ride.
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