Paramore: The Only Exception [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

"And I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable, distance. And up until now, I had sworn to myself that I'm content, with loneliness...........because none of it was ever worth the risk"

Perfectly Lonely =]

Alone doesn't really mean alone.
For me, it means I am with myself & God, and there is nothing I shall fear.

Nothing is for granted, and everything that has happened to me has taught me one thing or another.

I take risks (in pretty much everything) and I never second guess, I know what the consequences are...I know what the rewards are....either way....I grow.
All my experiences have made me who I am, for better or for worse.

Everything happens for a reason, yes I live by this generic excuse to fly through life without regrets or worries. I have this sense for knowing when to run away. When not to take a risk and look the other way.

I'm old enough to know when its simply not worth it. Sometimes I am wrong. Yes, I'm not perfect. I get hurt or disappointed.

I wish there were answers to everything, but no one is all-knowing, except for him ^^^. && through his strength, all I know for sure is.....that LIVING is only living, if you focus on the moment.

Deuces Official Music Video Chris Brown Feat Tyga en Kevin McCall (HQ)

I hate liars, fuck love, I'm tired of tryin....my heart big but it beat quiet...everytime we left alone it's an awkward silence.......

(Wrong) Kind of Love

Don’t leave me guessing

This lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel

Doesn’t matter how I feel

Drunk with love

This is wrong.

Calling out for you, only to find
There is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined

Trying to convince me otherwise

But you knew all along

This was wrong.

I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant it fades away
My heart empty

My soul in a daze
Now I lay here; wondering where I went
Wrong.

Thousand Miles

Wind blowing in my hair.
Music sending me along...
Thousands of miles to go, won't stop, until the city lights are no more.

Cluttered thoughts free my mind
Away from it all, I feel so at home
The wind blows on my face,
Traveling
through
my
soul.

From the pain and hurt I have fled
No need to look through your rearview
when your moving ahead.
No need to be scared of the bumps on the road.
Drive without fear,
The beauty of life is the uncertain and unknown.

Doesn't matter where this trip takes me
I will leave my fears and doubts at the door
Even with a thousand miles to go,
Happiness has never been so close.

Being led by faith isn't blind
I breathe in and get high.
Living is a thrill, it's about time you join the ride.

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John Mayer - Half Of My Heart

No love, Just lust

Can only unfulfilled love be romantic?
Once that love is acquired,
Will that end the desire, that i once had for you?

Will the passion Fade? Will it never be the same?
If there's no barriers to break,
No feelings to tame...

At least in part, there will be no heart to ache.
Just fight, and fuck.
No love, just lust.
I hope that holds true,
Perfectly romantic for you.

Season Opener

& so it begins.....the start of my obsession
the season opener, baseball season is officially here!

& as I watch the game, the only person I wanna talk to is you.
its like we get back together whenever the season starts...
so will i ever let go? or keep falling in love every april?
& so it begins...am i a fan of baseball or am i a fan of you?


*obvs baseball! GO Yanks!*

My first post!!! Exciting!!

My breath of fresh air;
My Blog is just that. I long to be taken away from my busy life in order to write down whats on my mind. Almost as if I step outside, take a deep breath and feel the crisp, clean air liberate my mind, my day to day stress. You are my stress reliever. I will take a deep breath and let my thoughts run on the page.